It has been 23 weeks since i have posted. That is a long time. I thought i had things to say upon stumbling back to this site. But, now that i am here i am not sure what i want to post or if i should. Its been over five months, since i got hateful messages. Its been over five months and i still can't handle it. I guess i never will. I want ( Read more... )

Ok, so here's how restraining orders work. IF you want to know. First you go to court and get a tempory restraining order. Then usually there is a 1-3 pause in which that is in effect. Then there is a nother court date at this court date if the defendent does not show up it becomes perminate, final, forever. In my case because there were ( Read more... )

This is a test ( Read more... )

(if your name is nate please refrain from leaving rude comments ( Read more... )

I never wanted to have to block him. But i don't want to be told to go get aids. That my pussy is beat up. That i am worthles that i am a shell of what i used to be. His response here would be well if it wasn't true he would not say it ( Read more... )

no more drinking.

"there is something wrong with my soul"

pinback is amazing

i keep thinking of that quote c! you know the one about living life to absurded extent

So metaphysics ( Read more... )

back. I am here. The place i waited all summer to come back too ( Read more... )

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