Once again i dont know what to think I always get so attached and i need to stop this because in the end im the only one that gets hurt...

This is probably what i get for all the asshole moves i make

I just need to keep telling myself that i'll get over this and be fine

I think i want to be a Marine....and NOOO not because of Mike

So Mikes almost home i cant even explain how excited i am hes awesome im so glad i met him <3333 he has my heart ( Read more... )

Soooo i can talk to Mike now on the phone hes in Virginia doing his schooling and will be home for Christmas which is awesome we are not together which is fine im completely fine with it as long as we stay friends it sounds like hes going to have a good time his roomates are pretty cool i guess and he gets to go out and get drunk now haha ( Read more... )

Soooo Amy left to Okinawa, Japan pshh i wish ( Read more... )

So in the past week i have become extremely lazy, stopped working out and started eating a bunch of junk i have put on some weight just in the past week its deffinatly noticeable i hate it ( Read more... )

Things have deffinatly been looking up for me ( Read more... )

SOOOOO GREAT NEWS!! i took my ASVAB i had to score 35 or higher on the AFQT which is basically the qualifying sub tests part to get into the Armed Forces and i got a 59!!!! woot woot i was soo scared going in to it and when i got that score back it was amazing ( Read more... )

He wont kiss me, hug me, touch me or even look at me...i dont understand it ( Read more... )

So i leave tommorow morning around 9am which is going to suck because my sleeping schedule goes like this ( Read more... )

I got a letter from my boo FINALLY! I was beginning to think he forgot about me ( Read more... )