Lately I've been finding it very difficult to make the shift from spending time with relaxed, minimally demanding friends to those who are more high-maintenance in terms of mental/emotional comfortability. Is insensitivity creeping back into my personality? Maybe...but I think I'm okay with that.

I just watched the video of that kid from UCLA being tasered a couple years ago. It's absolutely disgusting. The youtube comments were unbelievable. It makes me really sad to find the world losing compassion. I wish people cared more about one another.

if you really love something, you have to fight for it ( Read more... )

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i can't breathe.

:)

i have a stats final tomorrow. i haven't studied. i just can't get myself to study. i kinda wanna go to bed, but i'm waiting for ryan the lion to get in. he's spending the night here. my room smells like clam chowder. i wonder what i'm going to do for my birthday. i wonder what i'm going to do for spring break. things have been getting a lot better ( Read more... )

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"because i just want to go back to how i used to be...but then i realized...it won't happen until my dad dies already"

after i said that, i started crying...and i wasn't even drunk.

i ended up talking to my cousin for four and a half hours about how weird and fucked up our family is. i don't think anyone else is ever going to understand how and why i grew up the way i did more than she does. i kinda want to talk about all the strange things our family did to us with someone else and see what they feel or think about it. when i ( Read more... )