i think that there's a pattern going on in my life that i was unaware of until now. i don't like staying in one place for a long time. not just moving around with living situations, but with my jobs too. i've had seven jobs. SEVEN JOBS! thats a lot! i'm only nineteen and i've had SEVEN jobs! real jobs too. not like babysitting or painting my ( Read more... )

ok, so i'm calm now and reasonably sane. i was out later than i should have been last night. and my throat is dry because of beer. yuck. and though i do still hate those bitches, i also realize that 1.) i'm partially vindicated because fat-ass whore has a daughter named bobby-lynn. enough said. and 2.) i'm quiting in just under two months and i ( Read more... )

i just got my review at work and it was bullshit. i knew it would be, but i'm still pissed. not that it was bad, but i hate my boss. and my stupidass whore of a boss based the review on information she got from the one person in the store i hate just as much, maybe even more than, her. i like to think of this person as fat-ass whore. and during my ( Read more... )

9 weeks of school left
8 weeks until i can quit my present job
10 weeks until i start my summer job
one very good outlook on life.
i love spring quarter.

i hate mealy apples.

this summer i'm going to orkila. sorry to everyone i told otherwise. i really need to be doing something completely different. it was a really wierd decision on my part. really sudden, i should say. about half-way through october i just didn't want to go to river ranch again. so... i'm not. that sounds too drastic and permanent, not EVER again, ( Read more... )

i miss the beach. i want to be in the sun. i want 85 degrees to come and blow all of my finals away. i haven't been to a beach in months! i need to go. i don't even know why, i just need to. i guess it's just one of those things. i want to be sandy and wet and smell like ocean water and eat sand out of my peanut butter sandwiches. by the way, has ( Read more... )

Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: gold fish and french fries
does that say something about my diet? maybe i'm going to get a goiter sometime in the near future because of my lack of salt intake
Literary: The Song of the Lioness series i've been reading these books since i was eleven. there is not explanation for my shameAudiovisual ( Read more... )

does life not exist outside of school and work? i feel like once breaks are over, i just have to concentrate on school and making enough money to save. i don't think i like doing this adult thing. its boring. i really just want to go spend all of my money on something. like buying a one way plane ticket anywhere. this sounds really pesimistic but i ( Read more... )

i cut my hair off. actually penguin cut my hair off. i was laying in bed one night (keep in mind my hair was down to mid-back length) and i tried to turn over and i couldn't because of my damn hair. so i told penguin to cut it off and she pulled out the roseart scissors and gave me a hack job. i like it ( Read more... )