I feel like I opened a new chapter of my life before I was ready to close the old one. And now I'm being forced to close it but I'm not ready and it's hard. I love college but I'm having dificultly leaving behind a lot of what I had, especially my friends. I hate feeling like there is no way I can have anything close to or better than what I had. ( Read more... )

I basically love college. A lot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ag4ODf4IpNc

Amazingness

Saying goodbye is such a surreal experiance. Today I had to say goodbye to Sam and Lauren, the two people I spent 80% of my time with this summer. It was so weird, it doesn't feel like I won't see them tomorrow. And then when it does sink in that we aren't hanging out tomorrow and that this is real I feel so empty. I didn't expect leaving to be ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to think anymore about leaving. I'm feeling 20 different things at once and I still have 3 weeks left. I kind of wish it would just hurry up because I'm starting to get anxious but at the same thing that's the last thing I want. Sdlfkjasdlkj college ( Read more... )

I fucking hate people, which is unfortunate since I am an extrovert. But what the fuck?

I got a new MacBook yesterday and can I just say that I'm pretty much obsessed with it. I also got an iPod nano and a printer/scanner/copier for free. I'm in a state of bliss right now.

I found out who I'm rooming with. I have two room mates. I'm so excited! Actually I really am pretty excited. I'm bound to like one of them right?

Sufjan Stevens where have you been all my life?

What kind of life you dream of? You're allergic to love.

I love the summer so much.

Yay for being neurotic!