Insults, opinions, outbursts, criticisms, jealousy, body language and leers. These things can't change me anymore, I'm too strong to be pushed to behave like anyone other than myself. However, do not confuse strength and stoicism. My stoicism is a facade, your words hurt, the words you don't say hurt, too. Watching fellow humans renounce and ( Read more... )

The desert....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone has questions. Hidden, shouted, denied and asked politely. I have so many answers they are pouring out quicker than I can gather them, my words are far off from my thoughts...too much passion and a loss of serenity. My mind is reeling, so fervent to answer I forget to let the love slip out with opinions, so desperate to help I trip over ( Read more... )

I am myself and this is my world, my projection, I see what I want to see and I am who I want to be. I cannot avoid or change the worlds of others, for they intertwine with my own, one cannot exist without the other and we are one. Something small like my haircut or who I choose to be with or how clear my skin is today or embarrassing conversations ( Read more... )

You belong to nothing, to nobody. Nobody, nothing belongs to you. Take comfort in this, for you are a crucial part of everything.

Letting go just in time for summer, so I can escape back to my warm desert nook and spend my time painting and writing poetry and trying not to think about the letter I wrote her. San Francisco is getting colder now but it's still beautiful in a sad and quiet sort of way. I miss everyone but I don't call them. I just let them sit in my heart and ( Read more... )

She loves me. She loves me not. She loves me. She loves me not. She loves me, she...

Oh, I'm right here. Phew!

Where am I? Where am I? Where am I?

inhaling death to taste ( Read more... )