A girl sits in her room.
With unseen tears running down her face, not about to end any time soon.
She sits on his bed, and reaches under her pillow. She pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page she rips them out, the memories of him, good and bad. The only person she ever loved was this boy. She kept tearing at the pages, ( Read more... )

 oh wow. i came home from ballet. and i see a really cute batman sitting on my couch.<3

haha none of you will get this except for one person but he said my site wouldn't be complete without me doing it.


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So i know i havent updated much on this thing. but i got my myspace deleted so i figured what the heck i'll just go back on this thing. myspace is getting boring. haha

anywho homecoming was last weekend and it was kind of crappy well the dance part was. i liked the before. i dont know i guess it was fun it just wasnt what i was expecting.


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so like wow yesterday was exactly what i needed. i hung out with Britt and Stina and Natalie. kind of like old times laughed a wholeee bunch. and had a bunch of fun. then later that night. Masha and Amanda joined and we watched Mona Lisa Smiles. it was wayyy funn. now i'm bored again. haha and wayy sleep deprived because for three days i haven't ( Read more... )

yesterday by far was the worst day of all summer.

i officially do not like the spectrum now. People are rude. movies don't start when they are supposed to. and security people are wayyy too grabby.

Now onto what's imporant. Getting people to realize that i love the boy whom i came to know through the years. i've learned a whole bunch this year ( Read more... )

so i love it how you can have such an awesome first week of summer and then Kaboom it can just blow up. we aren't even together and i feel like he's going to go and break my heart all over again. and it's just not fair because i was sick i still am i had a fever and i didn't talk to anyone but he has to take it personally. he is just so into ( Read more... )

ill keep you my dirty little secret

dont tell anyone or you'll be just another regret

i hope that you can keep it

who has to know.

when we live such fragile lives

its the best way we survive

i come around every time i do

just to waste my time with you.


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everything seems so perfect on the outside.

but really on the inside everything is falling to pieces.

i know he'll end up liking someone knew
       but in the end, there's always that little part of me
        that thinks .. just maybe he'll miss me too...

so i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
&& if anybody asks ,
everything is okay . . ..

( crush me baby )