just got back from vegas.

wow that was intresting. anyways now i'm on the phone with Daniel dude! New York New York is awesome. fav place in vegas (or at least what i saw from vegas..didn't see much) well i'll update later.

Today Angela came over. and we like basically talked and watch the first part of Bring it on Again.  we didn't get to finish it though. o wellzers i wasn't to fun. wayy tired. but now i'm on the phone with Daniel..(my soft pillow) i think things should be getting better. Sadies is comming up. i'm soo excited but i'm debating on wether or not to ask ( Read more... )

today it rained again.

everthing was going ok today i guess. i don't know it's all sort of confusing. i'm eating some strawberry ice cream at the moment. hopefuly it'll help me sort out everything inside my head. gosh why does everything have to be soo confusing

So today was My first official day of track. Nicole, Lauren & i wore our shirts. (fly girls) yesss! and Mo said i was "coach lightfoot" haha i got a kick out of that. anyways soo it was all fun. i have man hands now though because umm stupid ab workouts. but that's ok. it looks like we have some pretty kewl freshman this year. amoung the usual ( Read more... )

Last night i went to the movies and saw Boogeyman. with Joey, Lauren, & Nicole. about towards the end of the movie Daniel & his cousin showed up and helped Nicole out with her scaredness. Lauren was laying on me. Joey soo jumped. it was funny. after the movie we all walked down to Golden Spoon and then Nicole, Lauren and i went into this clothing ( Read more... )

People think I've got it all together
With the show and my sweet, sweet smile
But do they know if I've been happy ever
Pull up a chair 'cause this may take a while
O.K. so here's the thing

I've got my bad days, and some are even worse
I can be a blessing and you know, I can be a curse
I tremble at rejection, I'm scared to be alone
Sometimes I may be ( Read more... )

Lets pretend that fairy tales come true.

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

when i am missing you to {death}

..everything looks perfect from far away..

so i'm done. i'm done with being his little stepping stone. i'm done with being that girl who's always there for him even when he treats me like i'm just some sort of baggage. i'm done with being the girl who always goes back and expects something to change. i'm done. and you know what now i'm actually going to have my heart heal totally.  my ( Read more... )