im questioning the decisions i made based off simple good morals i learned when i was 5; they are making me feel like shit. i think i wish i had been as impulsive as you are, just for that moment.. could the situation really be that much worse?

im daydreaming about things i shouldnt, especially now that i have had a taste of the dream..

if karma exists, i am sooo screwed.

i think the next time someone asks "how's life" i'll give them the straight up answer and not stick to the socially acceptable one-word response ( Read more... )

i'm tired of arguing over semantics.

and just so you know, i will not be caving in this time.
i'm sort of sick of it.

i am more resourceful than you think.
everyone lies, but don't you think there has been enough of it lately?

i have been here many times before ( Read more... )

that was definitely one of my best dreams ever.. it definitely validates some of the thoughts running though my head lately. wow.

once again im sad that im leaving, but extremely glad i got to see everyone. for some reason the words i thought i needed to scribble down in this thing are no longer inteligible, so i will follow the lead of my fellow caravan members and sleep for the fours hours we have left before beginning our 20 hour journey..

i feel like i need to write something, but i have nothing to say. vegas is vegas, and i feel like this is just a final goodbye. again. i have been "home" for 3 days, seen quite a few people, many of which i feel more disconnected from by the second. this is just a totallly seperate world, and one that i will have few strings attached to quite soon ( Read more... )

i think i too do some things only to get a reaction out of people ( Read more... )