i dont like people anymore. im actually really really tired of everyone. i honestly try my best at the things i do and no one helps and yet when i fail everyone is really quick to get mad and point out what went wrong.

i generally believe that everyone is entilted to feel whatever they feel and that one person's feeling of something shouldnt be ( Read more... )

You raise your head, beneath the sun
But your boys they lie so close to you
Do you dare get up and wake the two?

Oh Elias, I see you there, at work in the daytime.
Do you think you could answer
All the questions in the world in just one word?
I think you could.

If you die will I get word that you're gone?
will I hear it in passing conversation?
will I ( Read more... )

so today i went to the movies alone, not because i had no one to go with, but simply because i felt like being alone. and now im going to bed.

good night world.

meet me on fire.

will everyone you ever meet or love be just a relationship based on a false presumption?

so im walking home from babysitting just now, its only down the street, and its eight so its dark, and i walk past these three kids who i dont really know, but they live on my street, and as i walk past them they're like "yeah, dont even turn around, fucking bitch, we know where you live"... and its true! they do know where i live!... and i dont ( Read more... )

so.. survery. should i study the control mechanisms for eukaryotic cells even though it isnt on my review?!

boo work ( Read more... )

i just spent 2 hours looking at millions of pages of notes and writing 4 pages about talent show performers. dun dun dun...

hi ho hi ho its off to bed i go.

this is a really pointless entry. but i hope it makes someone smile because the seven dwarfs are cool, especially sleepy.

meet me in my dreams!

i hate my writing and the sound of my own voice.

and i could type a hundred words, but they wouldn't mean a thing, so why bother?