I've been over weight my whole life and have strugled with loosing weight and improving my generl health for over a year now. A couple of weeks back I fell way off track and for some reason stopped caring ( Read more... )

Last week I ran into an old high school friend, Beth. We caught up for about 20 minuets and before leaving I made sure I had her number correct ( Read more... )

Going thru my collection I found a few more that were interesting and then some that where fun...

( 10 very large pictures )

I was going over some of the fruit of my hobby and thought I would post some of them.

Photography is a passion of mine and I seldom leave home without my Canon.

Feel free to comment and I hope you enjoy…

( 39 Random pictures taken by yours truly. )

At work today some one walked up and dropped two pictures of me on my desk. They were taken about a year ago or so then best I can tell. What I saw when I looked at them almost made me cry.

I knew I was really heavy before I started Atkins but I had no idea just how heavy....

Here are the before pics... the ones that were dropped on my desk....


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As of yesterday I have lost 50lbs on Atkins ( Read more... )

I’m at work trying to pass my lunch time away, listening to music and thinking of days gone by. Life is so different, no just because of the things I’ve changed, and the person I’ve become, but because of the people missing in it. I have never been one to be defined by my friends, but my friends have always been my family, and right now it feels ( Read more... )

   With the weather we’ve been having I thought fall had fallen and summer had finally come. I say finally as though it’s something I look forward to, but as I hate the heat like school boys hate home work, this isn’t the case. So today being a perfect 70 degrees with a soft breeze, I’m in near paradise. It’s hard to believe just last week I ( Read more... )

 
   The best way I can describe how I feel is numb. I feel as though I’m floating thru the day with little to no direction. I feel I have no control, yet I’m not controlled by any out side source at the same time.

Like a kid who runs beside his bike as fast as he can then lets it go to watch it “ghost ride” down the sidewalk until it inevitably ( Read more... )

My life... yeah... The thing about my life is that sometimes I don't really feel like it's mine. I know I'm the one who has control of it, and I know I can take it in what ever direction I want to, but some times... just some times... it feel like it's a run away train rushing down a steep grade and the brakes are out. I'm blowing the horn, telling ( Read more... )