Everything is fucked

I am going to college!
what a relief. I will more than likely be attending UNH in durham next year
im sending an app out to plymouth but i am not sure if i want to go there.
we will see

fuck. i have fucked up so bad

it seems like the inadequacy shows more and more each day. everytime i feel my self leaning against that back alleyway with a cigarrette in one hand and hope in the other, it all comes rushing back. somewhere somehow, i went wrong. something got skewed and i never saw it coming. and im paying for it now. but maybe the solitude isnt that bad, maybe ( Read more... )

we are all so fucked up. each in our own ways. im not sure but i do know that the rear view mirror stands for everything i have ever hated about myself ( Read more... )

i have so much anxiety right now. i feel like im going to explode, for lack of a better word. its probably because of tomorrow ( Read more... )

im not even excited for sunday. not even the slightest bit

I am currently working on essay (not a school assigned one) about what life would be like with no power in it. when i say power i do not mean electrical or anything of that sort but more so of government. ill post it when im done

she rained for hours with no sign of sunshine, the clouds will never break while the world is still young, it just goes to show, even the most perfect things aren't permanent, ill just be another sad song sung ( Read more... )

So i went to go see my first legit concert yesterday ( Read more... )