my dad is in the hospital.

i'd rather die than live a day without him.

i'm a mess.

todays entry has been [deleted] i fucking hate today. i hate when people lie to me. damnit. why?

but i miss you.

dearest livejournal,

<3 the boy is sick. and i have been doing a lousy job of taking care of him. in fact, i really haven't at all. do you think he'll forgive me? i hope so.

love,
amber

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OMGGGGGGGGGGGZ. i wish people would talk shit on my livejournal. PLZ?!

dearest livejournal,

life is pretty chill.. but you are not.

love, amber

dearest livejournal,

please stop the heat. it's killing me.

love, amber

i start working at enigma today. it should be nice to have two jobs. i'll be exhausted a lot. but atleast one of my jobs won't suck [hopefully] heh.

dear life,

thank you for hating on me recently. i really appreciate it.....not.

love, amber

i am free of pain and suffering. use this gift to remember who you really are. breathe slowly and deeply as you remember that you are a soul moving onward and upward. you are not your name. you are not what you do. you are not your body. visualize beautiful birds removing your pain and suffering with their golden beaks and flying away to drop them ( Read more... )