It's so weird knowing you have such strong feelings for someone & you know this person feels the same way, but you know that anything happening between you would be very hard since they are gone so much. But you know nothing would make this person happier then to be with you & you'd be happy to be with them because you learned to be more paitent & ( Read more... )

So Kevin & I are no longer together, i am very crushed because i thought he was "that one". Im going to miss him very much he was the first guy i was with after Shaun, i wish it wasn't true and that i was dreaming but it's not a dream more like a nightmare.

*My mom thinks im pregnant

*I haven't spent time with Kevin in almost five months

*I feel so sick

*I have no money to my name

*Im not really ready to wokr again, and no one gets it

I QUIT MY JOB ON MONDAY, NOW IM JUST TRYING WRAP MY BRAIN AROUND IT AND MY MOM IS JUST ON MY CASE.

If Woody Allen married Natalie Wood, divorced her and married Gregory Peck ( Read more... )

MY MOM IS DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAZY, I WANT OUT OF THIS HOUSE. IM SO GLAD IM MOVING OUT NEXT YEAR, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

So i have decided to take a break from Kevin for a little while, for two reasons 1. he hates holidays, 2. he's a little too busy for me right now. I think it will be good for us.

Lately i've been feeling kinda down, depressed,suicidal, lonely. Don't get me wrong i love my friends and their great but there's another part of my life im unsure of i don't if this person is happy with me, annoyed by me, angry with me or what. Now i know some of you saw the word Suicidal and panicked well i've been this way since sophmore year of ( Read more... )

SO TODAY I DECIDE SINCE I HAD THE DAY OFF, TO GO TO SCHOOL. SO I GOT UP GOT DRESSED, THEN WENT TO IHOP TO EAT BRREAKFAST THEY BURNED MY FOOD SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY{WOOT!}. THEN THE BUS I TAKE TO SCHOOL WAS ABOUT TEN MINUTES LATE, THEN WHEN I GOT TO SCHOOL I WAS PLANNING TO BUY RANDI FOOD AFTER READING HER LJ POST " And I can no longer think..." I ( Read more... )

Recently i realized i have the greatest guy in the world. Sometimes i have to pinch myself to make sure this isn't a dream, cause if it was i wouldn't wanna wake up. I hope that someday all my girlfriends find someone who is just as amazing as my guy, i'll be praying for all of you to have the same joy i do.