Being Stuck at home due to snow(which i wish would go away already ( Read more... )

I've have come to realize that i have only been like a pitty date to the guys my friends have set me up with.Yet i keep asking them hoping that one of them willknow me well enough to find someone that is my type. I know that i should be out ther looking myself but that's hard when your 1)shy, 2)don't feel your attractive 3)have a hard time meeting ( Read more... )

Never Been Asked Out

Never Been On A First Date

Never Been In A Relationship

Never Celebrated An Anniversary

These are things i've come to realize i've never done. So then i ask myself, when will it ever happen? and when it does happen will i really know what it feels or looks like.

I spend my days daydreaming about someone special i don't know spending time with them. I can't seem to get out of this loneliness rut im in, on top of that i can't find a job to save my life. So i just spend my days at home either sleeping the day away or watching court shows. I have no life and i hate this empty feeling i have.

Directions ( Read more... )

My life has been full of more sadness then happiness, i have been depressed my whole life & was just recently told by Doctor's "Tour Depressed"....DUH!!!. Now i think to my self who is going to want someoen who's depressed & has never really showed her true self to anyone. I swer im going to end up "The Cat Lady", I HATE this feeling,I don't like ( Read more... )

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Why do people come into you life say there your friend & after awhile you start to see them not only as a friend but like a sister. Then when they don't like the fact your not at there beck & call they deciced to trash you. Say that your lazy,rude,full of excuses & in need of a construction size makeover. Well that is just what i went through & it ( Read more... )

I know i have so many people in my life that love me, but im ready for a different kind of love. It get so hard at times to hear about my friends happiness in their relationships, since i've been feeling alone & down for so long. Im at that point in my life where im happy with me now im ready to be happy with me plus 1, so why am i having such a ( Read more... )

IM SO EXCITED MY 21ST BIRTHDAY IS NEXT THURSDAY....WOOT!. I'LL BE GOING OUT ON FRIDAY & SATURDAY, FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A REALLY LONG TIME IM NOT REALLY DOING ANYTHING ON MY BIRTHDAY. I MISS ALL MY GEEK PIT FRIENDS I HOPE EVERYONE IS WELL...LOVE YA1