well, i haven't updated in a while..so here's a little one..right now i am up at central..it's time for home improvement weekend for my sorority house..should be a good time cause i have't really gotten to talk to the girls in a while ( Read more... )

i am starting to feel neglected..i haven't hung out or even talked to my friends from home in two weeks..i don't know. the job has taken up a lot of my time, and yeah i hang out with matt, but it sucks to feel like my friends don't feel like spending time with me. i don't know...

just thoughts for the day..

well time to update..seems like i haven't done that in a little while ( Read more... )

guess who has a job! working at harper hospital with medical records 4-5 days a week..about 10 hours a day..$8-$10 and hour..should be some money for me now :)

so matt's mom called me the other day..it surprised me..she said she had heard about what has been going on with matt and i, and she wanted to let me know that he does love me, and that he has been pushing everybody away..he is just scared of what will happen ( Read more... )

well the wisdom teeth are out..i remember sitting in the chair and the doctore talking to the nurses about the construction on 7 mile. the next thing i remember is looking at my mom and bursting into tears. the recovery nurse said that it's usual that whatever feelings you have been having lately come out after u have been so relaxed with the ( Read more... )

so..lets see last time i updated was just after everything with matt ( Read more... )

Thanks to all of you who left me those comments..it really means a lot..

still so confused cause he called me last night a few times, and left me a message to call him back...so i did, and he said he made a huge mistake and he wants to talk..i don't know what to do, i am so tired of putting my heart out there for him, and getting it stomped on...

it's been almost a year..and he breaks up with me!?!

so confused

so sad

so..after everything that matt has been through with surgery and chemo the ran a cat-scan to see if anything came back..he called me like 10 minutes ago and said that they found a mass same spot as last time that is probably a tumor..what the hell??

what did he do to deserve this?