so...I almost called Matt like 10 times yesterday. I don't like feeling this way. Sometimes I am completley content and happy. Other days I feel miserable. I start to feel lonely, and I really shouldn't because I have so many amazing people in my life. I wonder if this feeling will ever stop. Or will I feel like this forever? I have come to ( Read more... )

While I have been home for break I have been doing a lot of thinking. It's crazy that it is already 2009. I feel like the past 4.5 years have just flown by. It seems like I say that every time a new year comes around. But, the truth is I haven't necessarly taken the time to enjoy things. I haven't really had the opportunity to truly realize ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a while since I have written in this thing. But, I was sitting in my room at home looking through old pictures and things like that. It really got me to thinking..I was looking at senior pictures, and so many of them say "I am so glad we became friends. Keep in touch! I will always be there for you." But, now I really don't ( Read more... )

man, it's so hard to realize that the people you said you would be friends with forever, are no longer there for you. makes me wonder what the heck i have done wrong to make everybody turn against me in the way they did. don't get me wrong, i have amazing people in my life. And I have truly found amazing friends at school...but they live so far ( Read more... )

well, it's been forever since i have posted. been really busy with classes, work, and sorority stuff. Living in the house has been an interesting, i have enjoyed it for the most part. i am glad i ended up deciding to live here, but i want to live in an apartment next year for sure! not sure what is happening with all of that, but we'll figure ( Read more... )

I found this on a myspace bulletin..it had a bunch of eye colors, but i chose my own of course ( Read more... )

Well the first week of classes is over with. it wasn't too bad..but i know that this semester is going to be A LOT of work because of everything that i have had to do already for class. my classes involve way too much reading. off to do that..will update more later.

sometimes things happen that make me wonder how long somebody is going to be in my life for. i look at all the articles in the paper about people who i know and spent time with dying. makes me want to cherish the time i have with each and every person in my life. i know that things happen for a reason..but geez what happened that they deserved ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I updated. I go up to school on Saturday! Wow this Summer sure went by fast! I think that's because of all the good times I had with Matthew!! I can't believe that he broke up with me 2 months ago, we got back together, and we are better then ever..I just love that boy SOOOOOO much! If it wasn't for him I wouldn't ( Read more... )

WATER...... It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter ( Read more... )