ugh. well i cut 28 times last night. but today i am fine. just lots of stuff going on with friends and stuff. today is the beginning of my ummm thing to see how long i can go without cutting. TODAY IS DAY ONE!!! wish me luck!! u know i'm here for u becky. always.

cory

ugh. well i'm back i guess. just didnt pay attention and forgot bout this thing. lol so ummmmm....haven't cut for a little while. some people need to face reality. god! some people are just so fuckin ignorant. they dont realize that no matter wat, they can still be hurt. no relationship is perfect. ugh. i need to get out of this fuckin state and ( Read more... )

well. i guess today was ok. Kinda boring. It would be a lie to say that i haven't cut so.......anyways. I need to feel some pain. Some real pain. Deeper than a cut can go. But I have so many people around me that care about me. It's kinda hard. Well my heart is getting better. Good diet, and exercise. LOL i weigh 147 anyways I dont need it. I am ( Read more... )

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Hi uhhh everyone. How is everybody? I'm fine I guess. I have an issue to address. U fuckheads who want to comment on my journal in a negative way can suck my balls. Cuz obviously u don't have any. List your names u dumb bitches. Give me an address too. So I can come over there and stomp your fuckin knees in! Neil, whoever the fuck that asscake is ( Read more... )

ok look, i dont know y u r jealous mr. anonymous. maybe your name is NEIL. i dont care. so y dont u just go fuck yourself. maybe u need some counseling. or maybe u just hate yourself so much and want other people to feel bad for your dumb ass. well u aint gettin any sympathy from me or LISA. u better watch yourself cuz my home girl Betty will whoop ( Read more... )

well, i dont know wat is going on. i lost my girlfriend 4 years ago, since then, i have never dated, i just fucked my pain away, i've been asked out alot, but never like this. last night a girl whom i barely know asked me to be with her. its gonna be pretty weird cuz i'm gothic and she is a prep. i just dont know, she cracked my shell so easy and ( Read more... )

well lets see, our weight training coach at school died, and i saw it.....this morning....i'm depressed as hell..i counted 47 cuts..thank u all who replied to my entries on bleed_me_dry and the new friends i made. love u all! lalalalala.....

cory

holy shit. so many cuts. Salutations....it's been awhile. I've got some bad news but nobody seems to care but if u do IM me. anyways...my cuts are healing. 25 of them. not the most but enough. ahhh christine is soo sexxxy. and i got a new friend, her name is Allison. She is uber hot. but not as hott as christine!!! sjdfklsdjfl; ( Read more... )

Today i am feeling funny. Don't kow y. Ahhh.. the cuts are healing. HI BETTY!!! Do i need more??

cory