Holy shit. This was a thing? Haha all these years later... goddamn. Who was I? Most of this doesnt even make sense. Anyways, im now 34, a father, and working towards my cdl. Im not longer sad. All those fuckin meds i grew up on REALLY screwed with my brain, in my teenage years. I hope you all survived. This will be my final entry. I love you ( Read more... )

its been months....i'm alive. go here to see my new site or IM me at your drug fetish on AIM

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4610371

coRy

well goodbye all! i may post on here once in awhile. but that dont mean i will leave. IM me at cuttingisplezure or
FLESHofFLNANGELS and i'll give u my new journal site and we can talk about anything and everything. dont be afraid.

coRy

i love u all. thank u all for the support, ugh went through some shit tonight and read the posts u give me. It really helps. i'm going for a month! wish me luck! ugh, some people just dont understand....

cory

i cut, so fuckin wat?

coRy

ugh. today i got pulled out of 1st mod by my fave teacher. asked about my cuts and shit. they want to send me to the psych ward again. but we worked it out. i'm fine now i guess. i dont really want to die anymore cuz i'm leaving everyone who cares and needs me behind. love u all!

coRy

ugh. i feel so drained. i just wanted to tell someone that i may not be alive for very much longer. i barely have control over my own life anymore. so much shit is going on and everyone comes to me for the answers. i need someone to go to for MY answers......

-coRy

hehe i'm at my aunts, still not cutting. she asked if i still cut and i said, ummmm, not recently! damn! o well. ( Read more... )

hehehe. i'm fine today! no cutting! it's hard as hell but it's only day three. i got really close to cutting, but i have all u guys and my friends encouraging me. THANK U ALL!!! Sorry such a small entry but i gotta pack.

coRy

hello! ummmm i'm fine today! no more cuts. now i'm focusing on a certain someone. can't say that persons name but they know that i love them and will be there for them when nobody else understands. thanks for all the comments! they give me strength to fight this urge to mutilate myself. hehe it's 3:16 here in ohio. PM that is. i'm going out and ( Read more... )