damn. i don't feel like living today. i cut last night. owie. oh well. now my friends are sad. mke and christine are well not so good. i'm so sad for some reason. don't know wat to say. i am just fucked up as usual. bye. oh yea. Kristin Bailey is my reason to breath tonight. thanks kristin. love u ( Read more... )

y do i bother with people? people suck! it seems like i am losing everything. everything is crumbling around me. I don't know wat to do. i feel like shit so i am gonna go away.

cory

went to funeral. unhappy.

cory

wow. i just got back from my friends calling hours. it was so hard seeing him laying in that coffin and not smiling or anything. i wanna end this quick so uhhh goodbye.
Matt Dottavio (Dot) 1-10-86 to 1-08-04

cory

dammit. today i learned that my friend matt dottavio got into a car wreck last night. shit. i've been crying like crazy. the hospital was a scary trip but i won't get into that. my heart rate is flying. christine. i need u ( Read more... )

Today is ok i guess. I'm a little worried bout my friend Jessicka. She seems real stressed out. Plus, one of my best friends is moving away. Damn. I really haven't showed too much emotion today. Not any real emotion really. I just wish i could go to CA and see Christine right now and get away from all this fuckin stress. damn ( Read more... )

Hello parasites! I am feeling ok today. Me and Christine promised we wouldn't cut. I know it will be hard for her. Me too. I am hopefully going to see her this summer! Well uhhh, does anybody really read this shit or does it just take up space on the web? Oh well! Love u Christine and JESSICKA ( Read more... )

wow. well i've pretty much fucked up everything. I was so dpressed yesterday so i didn't post. not like any of u fuckers even care! so right now i have nothing really live for except the next Lucky Charms marshmellow. OOO! I am so fuckin excited. Well i am bored. Oh yea. I lost the two most important people in my life because i am just a dumb ( Read more... )

Well...hello people. Anybody do anything yesterday cuz i didn't I talked to my friend Christine for awhile. Today I at at a Chinese buffet. I thought those fuckheads were gonna blow up the place by the way they were speaking their gibberish. I got a haircut too. Just got an inch taken off my bangs and thinned up a little.OOO big fun. Goin with my ( Read more... )

Well today seems pretty normal. I was a little depressed last night. I got christine to stop cutting. ( hope she is keeping her promise!) So i've just been hanging out and sittin around the house. nothing to do. Maybe something cool will happen since school is coming up. Holy shit today is only the 2nd? damn. well i need some more sleep. Love u ( Read more... )