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Sigh.
Life used to be so much better. And easier.
About a month after my last post, my Mom died.
About a year after that, my husband asked me a divorce.
And a year after that, he was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder with Bi-Polar II symptoms.
Honestly it explains alot, but it is still painful.
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Don't delete me Live Journal. Pretty please. I promise I'll start coming back and posting more often... -
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I took a little personal trip to Birmingham last weekend. There were many friends down there I'd been promising I'd hang out with, plus one new one I'd been MySpace friends with for a few years but never met in person before. (She ended up being an absolutely amazing person ( Read more... ) -
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I'm about 20 days in to the simply-eating-better thing & I have to say it is going well. It helps to not be fixated by the worries over going over "points" or what the scale says (I haven't weighed at all ( Read more... ) -
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Happy New Year to everyone, to all my good friends here ( Read more... ) -
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Would anyone understand me if I admitted I'm just not "open" anymore.
I don't mean that in terms not being verbal, opinionated or inhibited sexually or anything like that...just sort "shut off". I am dancing the edge of cynicism mostly, begrudging myself for some of the time I've wasted in my past but also how I hate my own attitude nowAnyone ( Read more... ) -
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Today I turned 33 and I woke up insatiably hungry.
I mean seriously, like I'd not eaten in a few weeks. I don't know if that bodes good or bad for the future. Jeff made me a cheese & Irish banger omelette first thing, but even still I want more. (The HiBall isn't working, sigh ( Read more... )
