was a very good week.
& i cant help but love you even more.
<3 :D.

i am in love.
& i will never escape it.
good or bad.
right or wrong.
up or down.
in or out.
you are the one.
<3

i don't know what to do anymore.
i feel broken.
like i've just reached my limit.
i can't handle this much longer.
i want to but i'm not strong enough.
i just want to be happy.
and you too.
it breaks my heart thinking we can't be together.
but
nothing's changing.
just same problems.
i don't know what else i can do.
it hurts.
a lot.

its weird how one day you can feel one way.
and the next, the complete opposite.
i dunno if i'm bipolar or if my feelings are legit.
they sure feel legit.

i just want you to be happy.
i thought i could bring that happiness to you.
but now i think i realize maybe it's not me that can give you that.
that or you just haven't completely opened yourself to me.
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was goin through some rough patches.
but now it feels like paradise again.
i'm happy with my decision.

if you really thought all the things you said and felt the way you said, you would know how to prove it.
you would know what to do.
but you just sit around and try and talk me down.
you had your chance.
and you wildly abused it.
and me.
i know that where i ( Read more... )

i'm so happy.
you fulfill me.
& every day with you is a little piece of heaven.

this time is different.
what we share is real.
it's patient.
it's deep.
& understanding.
it's finally something right and makes sense.
i hope it never ends.
<3

on another note,
i'm in idaho.
been here since saturday.
& am leaving on saturday.
it's been fun so far.
nice to see chelsea ( Read more... )

or it just makes them more bearable.

i haven't thought too much on it.
kind of been avoiding it.
i've kept myself extremely busy.
so as not to mope and i shouldn't anyway.
but every so often, when i'm alone, you fill my head.
and i just run through images of being with you and feeling so safe.
now i've been reading a romance novel so kind of a disclaimer ( Read more... )

it's over.
it seems the more i give, the less i get.
and the shorter it lasts.
i don't know what i'm doing wrong.
i don't think anything.
i know i didn't do anything wrong.
i gave him everything.
i was patient.
i was supportive.
i was nice.
i was loving.
i was everything i wasn't in previous failed relationships.
i tried so hard.
i would've bended over ( Read more... )

that a boy would rather play a video game.
then talk to you.
humph.

such a lucky girl.
all i wanna do is spend time with you.

robby washed my car for me.
inside and out.
it's been kinda a long time coming.
like since i got the car. lol.
i really appreciate it, it looks really nice.
<333

we went job hunting today and found a few places that were hiring.
then we managed to drive like 5 states over to cow country and took us i ( Read more... )