I'm sure you all thought that you had gotten rid of me and perhaps some of you were glad and throwing parties already, but it can't be that easy can it ( Read more... )

Having Shakira in our home was an absolute joy. I don't know if I could ever repay her for all the hours she spent with BJ and allowed Alex and I to have a little R&R. She is an amazing and unselfish woman. She really devoted her personal time to make Alex and I feel like we were more than just Mum and Da. Alex was able to take me out to dinner and ( Read more... )

I thought I had written myself off there for awhile. The lack of sleep is really getting to me. It doesn't help when Alex is away. But I told him he should go. Afterall he was breaking plates in my kitchen ( Read more... )

It's time for me to update again. I realize it's been a long time since I have written so much as a comment. I've been very tired lately and my mind is all a shambles. I've decieded Motherhood is all about lack of sleep. Last night was another long night for BJ. He wanted to feed every two hours, so I'm assuming he's in for another growth spurt. It ( Read more... )

I woke up rather early this morning and started out doing some yoga stretches. I only got so far before BJ began to fuss needing a feeding. I stopped the program and took him into my arms. It still amazes me how much he's grown. His weight has increased by 3 pounds. His face is fuller and his chubby little fingers are so darling ( Read more... )

When the usual update just wont do anymore what do you put in it's place? Madness? I've racked my brain for the past few hours trying to think of something decent to write and have come up with nill. I had a beautiful post prepared about the birth of BJ but I'll just have to save that for another time. It's so very hard to see my husband hurting ( Read more... )

The past month has been a difficult one. I brought a beautiful boy into the world and suddenly my life flipped upside down. My thoughts and feelings became irrational. My mood swings are so erratic and I cry alot. The doctor tells me this is normal. Normal for what? I just had a son, I should be in love. I should be dotting on him and buying all ( Read more... )