I had the most amazing time in Georgia. Every night I went to bed, feeling like it was all a big dream, like i was going to wake up in my little shitty apartment in worcester, but i didn't! not for that week anyways...Now im home. and hating it, well hates a strong word. i just really miss Daniel, he makes me as happy as i could ever want to be. ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my flight to Georgia. I'm here visiting daniel cassidy, whom i've been talking to since i was about 16. he had flowers for mw at the airport which was super cute. We were both really nervous at first. but now that i just woke up, and day one has gone and passed... i Feel like i belong in his arms. i havent felt this happy with ( Read more... )

So Christopher no longer lives with me. i grew balls and kicked him out when he got back from Texas. Stephen and i are hanging out a lot again. which makes me smile a lot. i bought a new cupboard of clothes. oh and tomorrow morning i'm catching a flight to go see Daniel Cassidy in Georgia. and i am insanely full of excitement, Ive known him since i ( Read more... )

well. i've officially dropped pretty much all my old friends. i've met a few new ones though who are not 18. and pretty frickin rad. :D Super stoked about going to georgia. 25 days till my flight! im currently in pittsfield visiting the lovely Ryan Wisniewski<3 Chris is coming back from texas on the 15th. and informed me last night that he doesn't ( Read more... )

So, Things are pretty great lately. my roommates are swell. work is swell. and IM going to fucking georgia. thats all really hahaah. jsut wanted ot say that. im l;eaving march 4th for a week to go see daniel whom ive known since i was a senior in highschool. stoked. k bye.

So things are alright lately i suppose. no real crazy drama. Jenn is moving out. but Chris, Eric and i are still here. so its not a huge deal. shes taking the kitten with her though :( uhm. big news. i'm going to Georgia to surprise Daniel. im pumped. not putting when i'm going,just in case for some reason he reads this. i've known him since i was ( Read more... )

depressed, full of rage, anti social, lonely... wtf? i hate sitting back and thinking about how pathetic i am. how routine my life is. i need a change. and realizing that you lost yourself years ago. and will never be the same again sucks. the old me will rest in piece. i'm ruthless. and there;s not shit i can do about it. also. sucks realizing one ( Read more... )

Getting stood up. story of my life. dont give a fuck. ive gotten so used to the feeling.

i feel like time is moving too fast for me. i wish i could just stop it in its tracks. its been 3 years since i moved back from tucson. i cant even believe that first of all. it feel like it was just yesterday. i miss it on occasion. I've officially been living out on my own for a year now as well. which also flew by. going to be my second ( Read more... )

Sooo. July was the last update... hmm.. nothing new has really happened. i mean not hanging out with anyone much. fall cleaning at the apartment. all new roommates. jenn and eric are moving in. and things are awesome so far. they help me clean. and we actually hang out. like best friends. stephen is no longer friends with me :( for stupid reasons. ( Read more... )