the sky is full of pure white nothingness ( Read more... )

i havent written in this shit since 2008... thats kinddd of upsetting. alots been going on since then. well i havent been in a relationship since alex and i broke up. preston and i are still freinds. bros for life. haha. uhm. still working at cumberland farms. i dont live at my parents anymore. got an apartment in worcester. things here are going ( Read more... )

Currently sitting passenger seat in my car. On my way home from new hampster. Lolloloolol. Uhm. So works work. Normal. Lances mom works with me now. Wierd. Preston got in a bad car accident. Died twice in the ambulence unconcious for 24 hours.... alex and I are no longer speaking. I just can't deal with him thinking I'm lying all the time and ( Read more... )

Soooo!!!!!! Alex and i broke up. went to millbury the day after adn all my friends made me smile a bit. then worked. mark and moe moe were supposed to come down staurdya but the plans failed. over it. i slept all weekend. then worked all week bladdy blah. my best friend got a new job which i enjoy hanging out at. not gonna talk about it. then. uhm ( Read more... )

Tiana is forcing my to start updatign my live journal ( Read more... )

this would be tiana ( Read more... )

So , i just read all my old entries. and it made me miss preston like its my job. I realy do wish things didnt fall apart. I had no choice other than to come home though. His mom was believing stupid rumors around work started by a stupid slut that was jealous of Preston and I, and she kept threatening to kick me out. and i ocudlnt deal with it. 3 ( Read more... )

sooo arizona is hott, i'm wating for fall to come...forgetting it wont . i got a job august first doing house keeping and laundry at retirement center.my boss is a cunt ass hoe though and i coudlnt get any days off until first week of October so i wasn't there when crystal had her baby. and i was crying all day at work that day. as of now things ( Read more... )

still in arizona. i've been writting alot. but not in here. its been almost 3 weeks. i've been lazing around and enjoying my little vacation. but i got off my butt and i start work friday. i should be home the last week of august, first week of september. but as much as i want to go home. i dont want to leave without my heart. so as of right now.. ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while. iv been writting in my written journal. uhm. im going to arizona. july 10th. is the plan. goodbye massachusettes ( Read more... )