repeating the same daily routine.
as if she didnt know.
theres a whole world out there.
waiting to pierce her eyes.
and fill her heart with dreams of love.

but shes scared of it.
scared to leave her boundaries.
and step on out the edge .
scared to walk to the top of the ladder....

i guess shell never succeed.

i hate life lately. im such a depressed kid. like im not going to lie. i Cry EVERY day at least once. usualy more though. i dont even know. i can explain myself. i just miss so many people. and i hate growing up. tonight my mom told me that she doesnt like me and realy wishes i didnt live here. so pretty much im tryign to find a place to move. i ( Read more... )

spazzing out. so i havent had a cigarette all day and i had one yesterday morning which was the last one in my pack. ive been singing and ive been all antsy today. i hope i can keep up with this. ditchin the cancer.. uhm... so work was slow. and nice. then Dstar came oevr we watched ANTM so good. poor Jael and her friend dying of ODing. uhm so we ( Read more... )

oh im alot like you lately. realy moody. cry alot. watch ill have no friends in like a week. baha

well ive been keeping a written journal lately. but i guess it wont hurt to update in here every now and then. things are pretty good. just ben working. as a lunch lady still. hanging out with friends. seems to be the same 5 people every week though. because the only other people i actualy care to hang out with live in western MA. im not ( Read more... )

bahaha at Dustins house at 3:30 am sitting on the laptop cuz he jsut went to taras hooray hahahhhha.

kristen wheeler is cool shit! ask her about her walrus mating call ( Read more... )

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