I am so upset with myself for thinking things would ever get better, that they would ever change. To think that any man would ever get it, or even take the time to have it explained to him. Ok, so I have met one man that I could have explained anything to, but whatever ( Read more... )

It is official, I have overexerted myself for too long. I have so much crap going on in my head . . . I am definitely planning on spending this whole next week by doing nothing. I need to sort out some feelings, but more importantly, I need to relax. I also need to clean the house and get organized for the upcoming school year. So much for ( Read more... )

So, that most evil of all days is now over. Pre-proclaimed "the worst day ever," August the one has come and gone. I hate to admit it, but it might not have been so bad. But, let me tell you about it anyway ( Read more... )

so, I am about to run out again. I feel like I have been all over this summer. Hardly time to relax. This time I am going to go stay with my grandparents (mom's mom and step dad). We are getting together for a family reunion tomorrow, but I am going to stay for some extra time, just to visit with them. This will be the last time I get to hang ( Read more... )

I have come across a few different "sayings" in the past few days: some said to me, some overheard, some read, some lyrics to songs on the radio. They don't have anything to do with each other, but I thought some of them were worth putting down somewhere ( Read more... )

When I was at home this past week I ran into my old youth director. She and I got to talking and we had a great conversation. In fact, we ended up ditching "Sunday School" to sit outside and catch up further. Of course, eventually she asked how things were coming along with "that one guy I was seeing." I gave her the shorter version of that ( Read more... )

There is so much going on in this little head of mine. I really don't know where to start, so I guess I will start with the most important thing ( Read more... )

Yesterday was, in the words of Doyle, phenomenal. I truly think that the only thing missing was C-love, because we even had the special sauce. Ok, now that I have said that, of course there were other people missing, mostly family and my 4th of July date from last year. *wink* But, it was an absolutely great day ( Read more... )

Jennie just left, and one of the BEST girls nights I have ever had is over. I am not even sure what made it such a good night. A few drinks and some c-love (not to be confused with C-love, who is still gone *pout*) didn't hurt though. We watched a fairly good vampire movie, remind me to thank Luke if I ever meet him, and I haven't seen any ( Read more... )

The concept of trust is not new to me, but is indeed under heavy revision right now. My thought, stating that I give up on waiting for my knight in shining armor to come, is not at all saying that I believe every man on the planet is a pervert. It is saying that I am blown away by the deception that just unraveled in my own front yard. Someone I ( Read more... )