I am incapable of anything more then the details right now, so that is all I am going to share. For all of you out there who can pray, I am asking you to do so on behalf of my neighbor. I just got off of the phone with her. She was a single mom to two beautiful girls, and a few years ago she met the most "amazing" man. They have since married, ( Read more... )

Now, my opinion on the subject changes from day to day, but the overall consensus has shown a big shift in what "turns me on" to a member of the opposite sex. If you had asked me what attracted me most to male usually I would answer in terms of initial attraction. This would mean what would get me off of my chair to walk up to a guy and let him ( Read more... )

Have you ever sat alone in a dark room . . (which it suddenly hits me, has more significance then originally deemed . . )? I mean no lights. Maybe, maybe, if you are lucky, a faint glimmer of moonlight sneaks in a partially covered window. Your eyes have adjusted . . . you can see the outline of the chair across the room. The tabletop against ( Read more... )

This past week I was in Oklahoma visiting Natalie. While we were there we attended a woman's conference at Nat's church. Mostly it was very very good, and the Lord really spoke to me through it. Since we were still in town we went to the church again on Sunday even though the conference was over. We had been listening to special speakers and ( Read more... )

My mom went on a trip this weekend and took Andee with her since I was working a lot. As they were driving to Indiana they called me at work ( Read more... )

I can tell that people are praying for me today.

I am starting to loath holidays. Mother's day was bad, and today was actually worse. Today was actually the first day that I thought about suicide in a long time. Before I have had thoughts like "Lord, now I understand why people could think that suicide might be an answer." Today was more like, "I wonder what I would have to do to keep from ( Read more... )

Tomorrow might be the first day that I can actually consider "summer break." Since the last day of classes, I have gone to graduation, two weddings, and driven to florida and back. I have come no where near starting the list of "to do's" that I have for this summer. Although sleeping in is high on the list of things to do tomorrow, I am actually ( Read more... )

"I had a check list. Oh, did I ever have a check list. Then one day I met a girl, and she had everything on the check list and then some. She was amazing. She had everything . . . except God's approval for me. I realized that if a girl could have everything I "wanted" except that, and it was enough to throw out the check list, then all I ( Read more... )

I will just say now that, for the most part, if there are any entries for this month that are posted before today's date, they were actually written today. I can't seem to enjoy them as much when they are all bunched together. Which, now that I have typed it, sounds a little odd to me since that is the way my thoughts usually come out. None-the- ( Read more... )