Intrusions into my mind ( Read more... )

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Some time an overwhelming desire or need to disappear overcomes me. This drive to be alone without worry or concern is frustrating and debilitating. It pushes me into situations where my decisions are based on the fact that I’ve stopped functioning because I just don’t want to exist. These thoughts drive my decision making and can be beyond ( Read more... )

Life has been good but keeping me busy. I have been doing some exersizing but need to do more and do it more consistently. So far, as of Monday, I've lost 100 pounds. Life is good!

In case you were wondering. I'm alive and well (okay well is very subjective and it depends on the time of day. At least, I'm alive.). Today is my 3 month anniversary of the surgery. As of Monday, 10/3 I've lost 89 pounds.

I'm excited!

How do you explain an overwhelming desire to touch someone? It comes filled with need and purpose to express an emotion greater than that for which you have words. It is a need that burns deep within your soul. It consumes your thoughts. It fills your dreams. It is a need so strong that you feel it can't be contained. All you need is a simple touch ( Read more... )

It's been a rough day. I'm healing and that's a good thing. I know that. I feel a little better physically each day. Yet I've felt tired and not really rested the last couple of days. I don't really have energy to do anything. I've been trying to be positive and realize that good things are happening and that I'm in a good place but it's difficult ( Read more... )

I'm alive and well. The surgery went well. The recovery at the hospital was a little slow but it's going well. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers!

Well, I'm standing here on the brink of change. It's simple and really started about two years ago. It started as a mental and emotional break down. I look back at the six months leading up to that and I'm not quite sure how I functioned. Regardless, after a month of therapy and some medicine I was on my way along a journey to recovery. I had some ( Read more... )

As the end of the year looms ahead of us, students and teachers look at grades. They wonder what their grade is. The teachers wonder what they learned. In most cases grades do indicate the learning and achievement of students. Grades provide an instrument of measuring success. Well actually that's what tests do. In today's day and age, it's all ( Read more... )