( After so long of not posting I come up with gems like this... )

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I have a collection of conflicting sentiments and failures in my life that are always giving me these problems. Right now I would give almost anything to be able to protect the people in my life that I especially care for, but I'm not even capable of making myself happy when I need to be. Or, it seems, to maintain friendships well. I'm not very ( Read more... )

I've been listening to alot of bright eyes recently... almost exclusively. I can't imagine this is a good thing. So there might be alot of quoting in the next few days ( Read more... )

The roads were slick as ice today, and visibility was down alot. It's still such a blur right now, what happened. It feels so surreal, even up until I was leaving the hospital it didn't really feel like it was happening ( Read more... )

don't wanna lay here no more
don't wanna lay here no more
don't wanna lay here no more
don't wanna lay here no more

I wonder what it will feel like... quiet release, a dulling of awareness, or- maybe in our last seconds, we wille xperience complete awareness. Maybe every sense is amplified in a gigantic burst of energy. An explosion of knowledge, feeling, and power. Perhaps that is what the pursuit of life is about, our last hurrang (sp) of mental thought is ( Read more... )

"it takes intelligence and knowledge in order to judge a book. To judge painting and music requires special sensations of nature besides intelligence and artistic science; in a word, one has to be a born artist, and few are chosen among all those who are called. Any idea can be formulated, but not so the sensation of the heart. What efforts are not ( Read more... )

I have lost what little Life I had. And I owe it all to Tibia