so this is the last time i will be using this lj...

its now "bravely_wounded" which is what i think im going to keep it as.

just notifying everyone to add me as that

I felt for sure last night ( Read more... )

I think im going to die in the next few days. I WISH that i would. Why cant i have a normal existance? normal relationships? Normal love, normal everything ( Read more... )

i cant believe what's happened to me today. I CANT. this is the worst day of my life. And i dont know what i am supossed to do. Damn.

this day has been rough as hell. Im going to just have to chill out and try to stop spazzing out. im tired.

carla

Well, Justin leaves for MOS tomrrow. Probably won't get to see him at all for the next 5 weeks. I know it's a lot easier than bootcamp, and easier than him being deployed, but i'm still sad. And i will still miss him. We do everything together, and he's my lifeline... I'm going to be a little bewildered ( Read more... )

Mmmm Talapia for dinner! Cooking with my justin... it's realitivly calm here... im waiting for him to leave to go to MOS school in jacksonville for 5 weeks... :( Im gonna be sad, but... i guess i knew i would have to deal with him leaving me a lot when we got together. And we can make it work. Like he told me the other night, we belong together. I' ( Read more... )

Omg... wow... how long has it been? Too long, maybe. Im thinking of just getting a new lj alltogether... that will amke it my #4 haha... damn, to think that all those memories have been erased when i could have just kept them with me... oh well. Sometimes those things have to happen ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT ( Read more... )

Im so happy.

Things are getting better.

Ive got a secret!

:D

I did it

AGAIN

I got fucked over and its my fault

AGAIN

now i have to mend a broken heart

AGAIN

and cry myself to sleep

AGAIN

and wonder if im ever going to find love

AGAIN

because i know this is only going to happen

AGAIN