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Would have wrote this Friday night but the website was down , didnt have a chance untill now ( Read more... )

Well its like 4:30 in the morning and i cant fuckin sleep, im depressed for some stupid, pointless, fuckin bullshit reason *shrugs*. Listening to Tool, always relaxes me, maybe ill be able to sleep. For some reason i dont feel whole inside , like part of me is missing, i dunno anymmore, i just feel weird. I hate this shit. I wanna get high, that ( Read more... )

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On Christmas eve i got an early present, i got laid and damn it was good. Brittany is fuckin amazing, omg. I LOVE BLONDES. All i got to say right now, hope u all enjoy Christmas

I really do, i wish i could be someone else. Last night was just another reason for me to hate myself even more then i already do. It seems like everytime i look in the mirror all i see is a ugly, pathetic, peice of shit lookin back at me. I dunno why i feel this way i just do. I cant explain it. I wish i could be better but i cant . Im gonna go ( Read more... )

God its happening agian ( Read more... )

OMG, i had so much fun friday and saturday night ( Read more... )

As im sure u have all heard, some fuckin asshole in Ohio shot and killed "Dimebag"Darrell. Darrell for all of u who dont know who he was , was the former guitarest of the legendery band Pantara. He was the guitarest of the band Damageplan , his brother Vinnie was also in both bands. The police shot and killed the guy who shot him, the dude also ( Read more... )