our nine month anniversary was yesterday.

and yes it was great. consisting of:

he got to my house.

we made out.

gift exchange

more making out

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things couldn't be better right now.

i'm soo happy. you make me happy. & you wrote me a love note today.

i love you so much.

sorry i followed you yesterday. what else did you want me to do? just watch you walk away? i knew that it was just going to lead to something horrid. i don't like seeing you in pain; hurting. i don't like seeing you mad. i just want you to be happy. i love you so fucking much. and now, i'm glad i followed you, i'm glad you're glad i did.

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monday i started going back to the coc. [[college of the canyons]]. and i got all the classes i wanted. hell fucking yeah. full time student.

and i'm still working at beverly's. it's fucking great. i'm going to start getting more hours because of the seasons.

prices for condoms are going to start going up. i hope that's a fucking lie.

camping this ( Read more... )

fewer things than usual have been bringing me down.

the only things that have been able to really get to me have been my family and my relationship with oscar.

talking to my dad really helps lift up my spirits. i miss him so much. i talk to him now whenever i'm sad, or something is on my mind. i don't have to be ashamed to cry when i'm talking to ( Read more... )

today was my first day of work!!

it was great. cashiering is the best... oh, wonderful.

tomorrow is day 2.

i'm sooo proud of myself.

whoever thought i would get a job?! seriously?

but here i am loving it.

now when do i get my paycheck??

ahhh. my job interview is today... i'm sooo nervous.

wish me luck. <333.

after thursday nights events. i've been thinking. and maybe change is going to be the best thing for both of us. we'll see where this ride takes us. i'm going to refresh myself. and us.

anywho, saturday night. i hung with zarah, rene, jonathan... etc. it was soo much fun. although i just sat on the couch with the rest of the people watching movies ( Read more... )

"waking up from this nightmare,
how's your life,
what's it like there?,
is it all what you want it to be?,
does it hurt when you think about me?,
and how broken my heart is..."

damnit, this cold won't leave me alone.

my sister told me that when she's older, she wants to be a cheerleader, cause cheerleaders get all the boys.

how in the hell am i related to her??

summer school sucks. waking up at 6 every morning.

i'd rather have a job.

does anyone knoe a place that's hiring?... somewhere in the santa clarita valley ( Read more... )