Its 1:09 A.M. and I'm going through a bit of insomnia. I think I can pinpoint the thoughts that triggered it too. It was hearing '100 years' by Five for Fighting. That song always makes me feel 'mortal.' Don't get me wrong, I know I'm gonna die, I'm kind of counting on that little fact b/c who in their right mind wants to live forever on Earth. But ( Read more... )

i tried making a makeshift, but i changed my mind @ the last moment ( Read more... )

it was a casual dream, traveling to the mountains and i disappear b/c i fall into a well.. i can't get out.. and no one can find me ( Read more... )

A dark sky, suddenly illuminated by the descent of a single falling star..
his brown eyes reflected the light, and for a moment he was happy.
As the point of light faded he searched for the same happiness on adjacent faces..
but knew no one else had seen it.

How could they..
None of them had to stare @ the sky for hope.

momentary reflections occur daily now ( Read more... )

The first part of this dream was about myself. I was running around West Covina and Rowland Heights, and I wasn't getting tired. I was apparently running for exercise and i ran past Shakespeare, around Gale then around Fullerton and i found some warehouses there that were worth investigating ( Read more... )

its a scene, all too familiar to me, but by now i shouldn't have minded ( Read more... )

the scariest thing,

is knowing my time is limited..

but its not that i'm afraid to die..

its knowing that when i'm here,

i'm not with you....

every moment that passes,

& i don't know who you are..

we lose our time to be together..

such a subtle fear..

This journal should now be fully anon ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have been taking a toll on all my dimensions; mind, body, heart, and soul ( Read more... )