Today was the worst day ive had in a long time. Its also my birthday, or was before midnight hit. I owe my ma 400 bucks for the cost to get here. I saw my uncle laying motionless in a wooden box today. Im getting sick of funerals. Its draining me along with everything else going wrong in my life. Im feeling very depressed, and wish i never had to ( Read more... )

So I got the call this morning that I hate getting. My uncle Bob died of a heart attack yesterday at work. He was a quiet, soft-spoken guy kinda like me. I remember playing football with him when I was younger. We used to play everytime I saw him. He was the only other person in my family who was in the navy. He was smart and got out after his ( Read more... )

That night I saw you sitting there ( Read more... )

I didnt go skating today. I really wanted to go to the skatepark in town, but alas, its fuckin raining. Skipped my annual checkup at dental because i dont want to waste my day there...the last jet lands at 3am tonight. Tonight is my friday, and ill be spending prolly 12-14 hours at work. Oh well, im goin skating tomorrow. Today will be a long day, ( Read more... )

So work still sucks. I hate the fact that daycheck only works from 630am to 4pm at the very latest. We come in and the supervisor's main concern is getting them home. Does it occur to anyone else that we put in a minimum of 12 hours everyday? Cry me a fuckin salty river if they have to work for 10 hours. Gosh! Lately I have been waking up right ( Read more... )

So Im finally back to California. It sucks. I had fun at home. I dont have much to show for it but I did enjoy hanging out with my friends and seeing some old faces. As everyone prolly knows by now, Geraldine and I got back together! Im super happy about that. Although we have already started arguing about me going to San Fran with a girl from work ( Read more... )

I just got home 5 minutes ago. It took 2 and 1/2 hours to walk 8 and 1/2 miles from Robbie's apt at Beech and Cherry Hill. I was watching tv all night there and decided i didnt want to be there anymore. Now I know how Geraldine would sometimes feel at peoples' places...if you want to go home, you go. I got a text message from her asking if i got ( Read more... )

I failed in my attempts. I did everything I could think of to prove my sincerity, but to no avail. At least I know that im sincere and speak the truth. I did nothing wrong but put my heart and soul into a lost cause. I cant do it anymore. I cant even have a conversation with her. It hurts and it hurts and it hurts. I dont want pain in my life ( Read more... )

So Im at home just sitting around. Lately all Ive done is hang out with all my friends like usual. Now its time to hang out with the family. Besides that I need to save all my money for the trip to see Geraldine this weekend. Im really excited about that. Its been a long time since I made the drive to VA and its gonna bring back a flood of great ( Read more... )

I got home today. The plane ride sucked. While I was at the airport I could only think of how sad I was when I had to leave Geraldine on a plane to go home from Detroit. It sucked bad. So I went downtown to The Works to see James play techno. The whole time all I saw were people making out. James and Sasha made out and I felt really sad. All I ( Read more... )