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Spill.
I really feel like I need to tell you everything. spill my life. but not pick it back up. that would be a task I have tried over and over and it makes me sick.
I disgust myself. Whenever I try to forget, I see the scars. Scarring my life. Feel like an empty shell of a person, and that empty body is dying, and its killing me. I feel crushed. like I ( Read more... ) -
feeling a tad 'spur of the moment'.
well... got back from florida 2 days ago and was all 'OMGIMHOMEGOTTOGOSEEKITTEHANDUSELAPTOPALLNIGHT"!!! so I did that. and then proceeded to make an entire flash game the next day. and then yesterday i made another one for my friend sam, which apparently is 'impressive'. whoa. so yes. my schedule today-
10:00- wake up late, to parents yelling how I ( Read more... ) -
finally back from effing florida.
Actually I love Florida, I was just tired of having my brother stalk me 24/7 and, I actually ENJOY personal space! I wish I had been able to visit moar of my florida friends (and shop moar) but i had to shadow (a nice way of saying stalking) a student at a school i might go to. it was great fun, except that i had to look like a prep to blend in. ( Read more... ) -
on the topic of being ISOLATED FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD
yeah about that....
I got caught trying to sneak my laptop to florida and couldnt bring it. So here I am, alone in a hotel room, swearing at a dell. they suck. "OMGAHH FUCKING LATITUDE D620 IF YOU WERENT MY DAD'S WORK LAPTOP I WOULD SO STAB YOU WITH A PENCIL!!!" er.... yep.
And ON TOP OF THAT (not literally) everyone at Nordstrom thinks that I'm a ( Read more... ) -
epic disaster.
fuck. Yesterday, I went shopping (to American Apparel and the MAC store) and i got a new eyeliner, right? yes i did. So i went home and i put on the two new shirts i got (neon pink and neon green tank tops, my brother claims i looked like a watermelon, i replied i have never seen a neon watermelon)
So sometime when i was at home i put my MAC bag ( Read more... )