Bitter ( Read more... )

I missed him so much today. I dunno if it's the fear of loosing him, or if it's me actually missing him because I have feelings for him. Whatever the case or cause I should have kissed him goodnight. After a wild night of pleasure, isn't that what one should do? Well ( Read more... )

i love mondays. no one has any clarity to what's really going on considering that everyone is still trying to get over the drugs and alcohol running through their system. not to mention having high anxiety from digging through the garbage trying to find the condom that was supposedly used last night. it's so funny! when you let your brain go, ( Read more... )

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Mmm. That last entry was hot wasn't it? I knew I'd relate mostly to Gail regardless, but I really just took that quiz so that I could have that picture in my journal. Mmm, mmm, sexy! ;) ! Tee hee! But any who... I have a question about a premonition I'm having about the near future of my life, but first let me explain a few things ( Read more... )

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Hey, Hey! HI HI! I'm finally done with the whole blood dripping on the carpet thing... people were kinda lookin at me all funny-like. Maybe it was the slim fast or the caffeine pulsing through my veins... or maybe it was the fact that I'm drawing, painting, writing and singing again... who the fuck knows! But I am finally living again and I'm ( Read more... )

i spoke with god tonight. he told me that i'm going away soon. and that... i won't be back. he told me that there is no going back from where i'm going...

love you all...

i'm out ~

no, I didn't take up smoking... all of you should know me better than that...

today... i could swear i took up smoking... hmmm?