I got bored with this old shit...

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I'm rid of all the dicks, and cunts that ruined my life.
I have a new man who treats me as a goddess.
The princess and I are talking again.
Life is Beautiful...

i wonder for how long...

princess where have you gone? your tower is lost and I have no dove to send to you. find me love, grace, my hope. find me and help me cope...

i miss you princess

Remember:

Crossfade - Cold

and tears swell beneath the covers of my eyes... where have you gone to love? so far away... I've cried every day.

anyone ever notice how sexy guys are (or the opposite sex is) once you open your mouth and say a few words to them? well I have, spoke to several males lately... probably because I don't care much about what people think of me now a days and I'm not looking for anyone special. but oh god do I REALLY just wanna fool around with most of them as ( Read more... )

i never thought that i'd get this feeling again. i thought i was stronger than it. but i'm not. i'm just like everyone else. love is too powerful. i am too week. so lonely...

so i drown out the world and
become sick to my stomach. just knowing
that i'll never feel. love. a-gain.

I LOVE WoW, but seriously I think it's officially an addiction now. I just got done playing it... I've been playing since 6:30 pm. Something must be wrong with me. Meh...

G'nighty Night

~ :D ~

tonight, while i was driving home, i felt so free. i had all the windows down and grasped onto the last bit of life i have buried in me. for a brief moment, i was happy. but had he been next to me, by my side, in the passenger seat, the moment would have never been lost.

I miss you - and more importantly -
I love you

~ Onyx ~

I never truly figured out how much I LOVE water until today (well yesterday now... but most likely today as well :D ). Holy crap! Can Hell burn a hole in my socks any faster? Damn... Anywho, although I haven't been out to much since I've been at home mostly playing WoW, my mind has been still active and yet at the same time became a huge blur. ( Read more... )

World of Warcraft... do I need say any more?

~Jules~

AKA Rin :) come and find me ;)

i'm twenty now... and all i know is -

life is beautiful.