Me: i love you so much
Me:  you have no idea.
You: i love you so much too baby.
You: i wish
You: you was
You: my bf.

yeah.

me too.
:/

Me: i love you
You: i love you so much alex
You: i dont think any girl
You: in this entire world
You: feels as happy as i do
You:  cos of you
Me::]]]]]
You:  :]
Me: you make me feel so..amazing
You: i hope

:[

im losing sleep over you again.
just like i used to.
i run off of 4-5 hours of sleep now.
im constantly exausted in every way possible and it sucks.
i just wish there could be alittle sign that i have a dying chance to be with you.
but there wont be because your heart is elsewhere.
i really miss talking to you everyday.
i get so stoked whenever you im or ( Read more... )

im really fucking nervous about seeing you tomorrow.

i dont know why

this sucks.

my mind,
my body,
my heart,
all need to chill the fuck out and let me get myself where i want to be.
i over analyze everything then everything starts back up.
over and over again.
i seriously just want to be able to go a day without worrying about something i said, wondering if i fucked up and said something stupid.
i cant wait to go to the keys and ( Read more... )

yupppp.

definitely not over you.

you're so fucking beautiful its ridiculous.
i could stare at you for hours and not get bored.
fuck.
i hate feeling so hopeless and feeling like im not good enough for anything or anyone.
i really fucking need to change my ways or else its going to be too late and i'll be fucked for life.

( Read more... )

im still not over you.

:/

fuck

the

world

i love accidentally deleting shit and i cant remember what i wrote.

fuck!

here we fucking go again.

i dont think i should be doing this to myself again.
i really shouldnt. 
i really need to stop getting my hopes up so fucking much.
i cant fucking help it.
everything i want.
everything i need.
and its in a person i cant have.

FUCK.

i really dont have much of anything to offer a girl if the opportunity arose. 
no job.
no car.
no ( Read more... )

 lately ive been wondering if im ever going to find a girl that makes me happy.
i thought i did but i was way way way way wrong. 
worst mistake of my life.
but as they say, live and learn.
fucking worthless cunt bitch.

i know what im looking for, and i think i found it, but i doubt its going to happen so im not getting my hopes up..
i live my life on ( Read more... )