wow. it has been a while. um. what has happened. i quit drugs for three months. did E for the first time in three months last wendesday at the MSI concert. did blow on saturday night. it was damn good blow too. i had a pregnancy scare but it turned out to be okay and dylan was really good about dealing with it all. um. my one year is in less than a ( Read more... )

complications of a mastermind...
-red hot chili peppersLJ was being strange the other day. i tried updating and it said something about being in read only mode. whatever. friday, after kait and i got home from school, we spent just over an hour tearing dylan's room apart because he lost his K. we looked EVERYWHERE, moving all sorts of furniture. we ( Read more... )

don't listen ( Read more... )

today was a super long day. i stayed up all night with dylan, blowing coke so i only had a few hours of sleep. three, to be exact. i could barely drag myself from the bed. mmm. it was worth it though. we had damn good sex. but i did get out of bed. i drank a large coffee, ate my oatmeal raisin nut muffin, smoked a few bowls and got onto the school ( Read more... )

moralityreality ( Read more... )

mister photogenic.he was the boy on fire ( Read more... )

go to sleep
go to sleep
go to sleep
GO BACK TO SLEEP.

you think you're a stranger
you think you're kind of cool
the wind won't touch your back
the skies won't look your way
but you're lost in the midnight
and threatened by the day

She was the kind of girl that drew you in, like glittering diamonds and smiling suns. Her hair was a mess, ( Read more... )

so your words are knives ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh. i feel itchy all over. it won't stop and i cut off my nails the other day because i habitually dig them into my lips, to the point of blood and gore. yesterday, jeremy and i watched brother bear and got ripped. it was a sad movie and it made me cry. then, after i did my pilates, we went over to dylan's. i got surprisingly drunk and then ( Read more... )

a well
of crystal clear blue
murky water green
pink champagne skies
and velvet dressed stars
in front of the
girl
who has green framed glasses and a tilted
smile
can you see
she says, her eyes foggy with mystery and charm,
what i see
?

calico cat, dressed in skirts and things ( Read more... )