it would seem that i have forgotten about this place. i never seem to have much time to myself to be doing any journalling of any sorts, online or not, as of late. life has been kind of crazy here but what else is new? i have got a new job but it turns out they are ripping off all of the waitresses so i have to look for another job. it is ( Read more... )

monday night beth came over. we went to the grocery store and decided to binge. it was a joke, really. we had croissant sandwiches and fruit. then we went to tim horton's for a hot chocolate and one timbit. the lady looked at us like we were crazy when we ordered one timbit each. then we watched where the buffalo roam and took a nap. after waiting ( Read more... )

so tonight heidi is coming home. she's been in alberta tree planting all summer. we are throwing a surprise party for her but apparently she has her own surprise. she was seeing brandon before she left but they called it off and said they would see what happened when she got back. well, gab, her sister, was saying something was up but she wouldn't ( Read more... )

ooeee. i am pooped. i worked all day today and it was busy busy. then i took my mom out to lunch because i hadn't seen her in a few weeks and missed her. we had a good talk and i told her i was quitting drugs and told her about my experience the other night. you see, we were doing oil bots the other night and patt loves to give me the biggest bots ( Read more... )

it is toasty hot out and i am cranky as hell. i had a terrible sleep, tossing and turning all night. i continuously woke up, in a hazy fog of nightmares, drifting from one to another. then patt knocked on the door at 11, waking dylan and i up so we were both really cranky, due to lack of sleep and being woken up. we went to the gym and worked out ( Read more... )

we made love on the living room
with the noise in the background from a televised war
and in the deafening pleasure i thought i heard someone say
"if we walk away, they'll walk away."
-bright eyesahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i am so bored. dylan and i went to the gym but we did not go swimming. i am not sure why but dylan wanted to work out and ( Read more... )

circles and circles and circles again
i've got to stop spinning
-tori amosi am tired and i can't breathe...not a good sign. i really need to wake dylan up because we are going to swim lengths. i am too tired to swim lengths, dammit. i just got back from jaclyn's the other day. i was visiting her in connecticut and stayed about a week. it was good ( Read more... )

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my angel’s got a devil ( Read more... )

i am not doing homework, instead i am slacking. dylan bought me a wicked tie dye...tye dye?...dress and cool earrings from the art show for my birthday. he spoils me considering he bought me my tattoo for my birthday and we're going to montreal next weekend. dylan, patt, erin and i went to canyon creek for dinner yesterday. it's one of my favourite ( Read more... )