i feel like i am not the mother i should be. i feel like i want to give my kids to someone who can do better. to someone who can provide for them. i love them so much. but i just cant give them security. we are going to lose everything. soon. i am scared. we have no where to go and nothing to give to anyone ( Read more... )

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So, is it bad when J says "Its gonna get worse before it gets better." Then I ask, "How much more worse can it get?" and neither of us can answer ( Read more... )

I'm back on LiveJournal after some time away. Much needed self finding time...but enough is enough. Let's get it gettin! Whatever that means...