I'm pissed and incredibly annoyed with uneducated people. i know its not their fault that they havent been taught important things but seriously, if they're going to preach then fucking study what you believe in ( Read more... )

so. not to be planning too far ahead but ( Read more... )

yes, i caught a finch. it was the most amazing thing. i was in my barn walking around with no purpose other then to be outside ( Read more... )

i guess im better then yesterday. i decided to symbolize and accept my life im getting a tattoo ( Read more... )

I sit here and wonder what i did to make my life so singular. so alone. so harmed.
i know that a lot of people have contributed to this; old boyfriends, bad friends, my abandonment, my abusive mother, my incognito father, my siblings that join together but still all spell "half"
it feels like im destined to being only.
only child, with multitudes of ( Read more... )

i hate this. i clean and worked sooo hard today so i could go to the city tomorrow. i thought that the amount of work i did would be rewarded with money for tomorrow. but i went to my mom after everything, and asked if we could go to the store so i could buy my picnic stuff, and she says " carol anne, i have one dollar in my bank account so no. we ( Read more... )

So today my mom decided it be a good idea to clean out my closet which was chalk-full of crap that had been stuffed in there for years. My mom had the fabulous idea of cleaning it all out and fixing it up into a beauty room for me, because it contains a counter and sink with cabinets and shelves ( it used to be a darkroom) plus, she was in search ( Read more... )

    So. i figured everything out.
and i have katelyn to thank for that, i love what shes done to my layout.
but i feel like replaying my day, i left abruptly and went to the library, only to find out that i need to renew my account and pay a stupid 60 cent fee for a book that was over due in 2005. why cant they just let that go?
but i came back late ( Read more... )

    So i just got my livejournal and i'm not really sure what to do other then write, i dont know how to find other people and i dont know how to customize my page, but i'll ask for help most likely and make it ridiculously me. im talking to katelyn as we speak about what to do with this whole thing.......