i wish i could be one of those girls, like meggin and amanda or even my sister, the girls that people notice and adore...

....but i...i blend into the background, and sometimes im invisible...

...i saw rent, meggin said it was disgusting but i liked it, probably one of my favorite movies lol...

i hate school....there is no flippin purpose in the notecard project in math....freakin a...
and i have no talent so i cant even make it look pretty...ugh....shot me in the knee caps...

i love those amanda and korri girls :)

ugh, im so confused...lol

i feel bad because i have a secret that i kept from some of my best friends and i dont want to say it on here but i want people to know so they arent my friend under false pretenses...yea

i got opie to say he doesnt suck at guitar...i feel like i accomplished something lol
:)

...after you guys left i went outside to wait for my parents and then there was this really creepy guy so i went back inside to the tiny table with only one chair...it was depressing...ugh i want to tell everyone what im doing but then shell find out and i want it to be a surprise :)

hi...i love life...life sometimes hates me but its worth going through that so you can get to the times when life loves you back :) im going to georgia friday and maybe mississippi saturday with my brother and his girlfriend...for mrs browns bonus points thing... :)

...is it weird that i dont want to date anyone right now? it seems like everyone is trying to get me to go out with someone else....and i just dont want to ( Read more... )

...i started crying yet again when i got in the car so i told my mom about getting a 0 out of 90 and all that good stuff and i know it sounds really silly and childish but she decided to call the counselor tomorrow to see when she can come in and talk to her about this and see what i can do so i dont fail english...yea ( Read more... )

today on the way home from school i was thinking which i know is scary but it happens. and i think about this alot but for some reason i decided to write about it. i wonder how many people are sitting in their houses completely bored with the idea of life and how many people cant wait to move onto the next chapter of their life. and how many people ( Read more... )

i dyed my hair...black again :)