i don't even feel like writing in here. you've violated my free space, thanks for that. if you already know you don't like me, then chances are you're not gunna like what i'm gunna say........ hmm why would you even read about my life then huh? doesn't make a whole lot of sense ( Read more... )

my heart hurts... really bad... iono why owww

leaving for port orchard in an hour. hope mom and jim don't mind listening to the backstreet.

don't know why i'm writin in here, not much to say.

i think i'll re-work for a half hour or so.

i get my pictures when mom gets home, shouldn't be too much longer.

once again i have to ask myself what it even means to be happy... what IS happiness? i can't believe i'm feeling this way ( Read more... )

saam and hilary just left a lil while ago.. it was nice they took me out to dinner at red robin.. afterwards we came back here and looked at saam's pics from nicaragua and talked bout stuff. tight stuff. i think she was glad to leave tho. bleh ( Read more... )

So didn't exactly go right to sleep last night, ended up having a good conversation with david... i loved it cuz for the first time in years it seems like, i had an opinion. it was nice. after our convo i started organizing all the stuff on my computer.... then i looked at the clock lol. it was after 2:30 when i finally got off the computer. then ( Read more... )

Blah today was a weird day. I woke up a little before 10 when Jenelle called me. We talked for a while and eventually I got ready for the day. With a lotta guitar thrown in there... including learning most of the intro to a 3 doors down song. yay. well anyway, i just sorta hung around till Casey came over after work and he gave me a ride to Jenelle ( Read more... )

Blah :(

My new computer doesn't like AIM. That sucks a lot.

Mom just got hom.. she opened my door and waved then walked out. Worth waiting up for?

Meh.

Hehe so I'm definitely on my new computer right now... :) I've been waitin for this! It won't be dumb now ha sooo good.

I'm so tired right now.. for some reason I actually listened when my alarm yelled for me to get up at 8 this morning... I spent the day cleaning up my room, well not really cleaning but more organizing anyway... I think I'm ( Read more... )

Casey showed up around 6 last night... I finished getting ready while he talked online a little bit. Mom and Jim got home. I went and blew out my candles and we ate cheesecake, I opened things from my grab bag of presents... got a bunch of movies and CDs I wanted plus a gift card for Barnes & Nobles *yesss* Aaaaaand then they pulled the sheet away ( Read more... )

It's my birthday! Yeaaaa ( Read more... )