ahhh. tonight was so crazy. i think my whole family is just really stressed out because belen is comming...soon. idk. i havemixed feelings with that. today i went to see my cousin angela's appartment. it was pretty cool. i'm jealous of her...i can't wait to have my own appartment. the hour ride there and back was pretty good. jammin out to bob ( Read more... )

time started 1 am ( Read more... )

i'm an idiot...who does what i did today? am i fucking moron?! yeah i am. ahhhh FUCK ME! hehe i heard a song that reinded me of a fellow so i got on to see if he was here butt no such luck..:(

well i really don't know what i'm doing in this life. my family sucks so bad. frank snoops thru my shit and i feel like i don't have anything thats my own. and...boys? i odn't understand anything they do! ugh. i need some help. somebody please come rescue me!!!!!!! i'mout peace!

well i have a lovely little bladder infection ( Read more... )

feeling rather lonely tonight. wanting to call an old friend butt ya know how i wont. gahhh i'm such a pussy.

this summer has been crazy. i was sick last night. i think i'm still a little sick today from the little escapade w/ what's-his-face last week ( Read more... )

there's talk of another girl...eh, oh well.
that wasn't even the news.
the tie dyed shirt and asking about me is what matters.
{i think}
things are just for fun.

*u've been doing good so far, don't let urself down*

7 days {nights} straight up partyin! yeAH! i <3 summer.

-beer & JD
- SOCO and weed and joel haha
-beer
- gravity bong!
-foil pipe {beautifully handcrafted by the 1 and only chelsea} lol
- labatt blue light
-hit the blunt and drank some beer...

what an amazing week hommies! i <3 ya'll.

i've never really done this before. it's invigorating. it's different and surprisingly for me feelings aren't taking over. and it's a real ego trip. ahhhhh......happiness. summer. friends. bonfires. beaches. poolside tanning. cute boys...really cute boys. hook-ups. and moslty just being happy with me and who i am and comfortable in my own shoes. it ( Read more... )