hey guys so sorry i havent written in here in a while. i think since friday maybe or somethin. well fridayw as the last day of school. went to chris' house for his bday. was going to go to the movies but then ricky didnt want me to go because of keith. they didnt wanna see me get hurt if he was with another girl. i dont know why i felt so hurt, i ( Read more... )

for once, instead of having to worry about every once in their lil silence of grief...i actually feel bad for me. i hate it. i really do hate it how he thinks it's so easy to just go off. yesterday he was like " r u going to the movies?" and i was like "what?" and he was like " r u going tonight to the movies?" and i was like " i dunno maybe" and ( Read more... )

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i dont know what to tell you. i really seriously have fallen for him the way i fell for zach. whether zach realizes it or not, i will always have a thing for him. i dont really care much about him anymore though. honestly, keith and i have a much better friendship. we used to talk about everything, ya used to. that changed, now that he knows, i ( Read more... )

ha, no1 likes me anymore... =(

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well, yesterday was the last day of school, basically. see, i have two finals tomorrow, and two finals monday. one on tuesday. tomorrow is english from 10:15-12:00 and then math from 12:15-2:00 or something. and then monday is history then physics at like the same time. see, i have yet to know my finals schedule. im in shit-mode. lets see, then ( Read more... )

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* i have no idea what to do with myself * i said to sarina, "i was on a roll with cool dudes and then all of a sudden it went down to weird dudes!" no, i know that was mean, but it's true. i mean c;mon chris polci and now Bmak. i know they're nice and everything, but chris smells like open ass. and he is like really weird and stalker-ish. i dont ( Read more... )