hey... im here once more. wow, its been sooo busy lately. i havent had time to update or anything.

mexican and i = 1 month and four days :)

lets just say that mexican n i have become pretty close. he is so sweet and always holds me. we havent kissed yet but we've come pretty close. last night he was fuckin breathin on me, like ... lol... mouth open ready to go for it, and then i turned my head. couldn't spoil the moment by like grossin everyone out who was like right in front of us. ( Read more... )

so many things have been happening between softball and friends and jc, sleepin ova other peoples houses and i feel like i have let all of u down. i honestly feel like shit dudes. like, leave comments if u still love me because i know im probly hated. it's just that honestly, lol, ive never actually had a life before. it's weird. all of a sudden ( Read more... )

i dont know if i wrote anything on here last night. all i know is that ricky came back and is blacker than anything, keith picked me to be on his team for baseball last night and i felt proud, lol, and i actually had a good time and sam is pissed at rachel along w/ heather. wow, this shit sux. i dont like this, i dont wanna like have everyone get ( Read more... )

wow. so much has happened since the last time i REALLY wrote. i have had so many opportunities with people, and i dont take them because keith is still on my mind all the fucking time. it's unbelievable. ugh, i just wish that for one second i could be his. just one day where he held me in his arms and felt the same way i do. but i know, that this ( Read more... )

you guys i am so sorry!! i have been out so much latelu that i havent been able to read or write!! well right know im guhna start readin all these 14 pages of journal entrys!! yup, leave some comments if u still <3 me ? :)

ok so what happened this week. went to the beach and got a total and i mean really bad sunburn!! you should see it now, it's ready to peel! and im sure u loooove to hear that! haha, well then i couldnt get my bra on two days ago and my mom had to cut it off cuz it hurt my back so much! it was a nice sports bra too! the black one i got for hockey ( Read more... )

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