Beware of Me

[cocorico]

Just had to add this

Comments

[kelso]

hey, I never had anything to do with the Cepheid thing-- I was in Oklahoma. You are always a Cepheid-- even Putter who quit of his own volition is a Cepheid still. There are Cepheids who were never even IN Cepheid. I have no control over what Manuel and the Dean (who i hear decided this) say.

What was I supposed to do-- I protected your interests as far as I was allowed to by the power I had. I have no more pull in this matter, but you should not let it consume you because it will only make you hateful towards those like me who still care about you. I refrained from replying to any other posts until now because until now you never doubted, publicly, my sincerety. I have not stopped being here for you Paul-- you know my number.

-Kelso

[cocorico]

Kelso. Sorry, I wasn't refering to you in my last post. I don't doubt your sincerity, but I doubt about everyone else's on my livejournal. I'm totally not mad at you. Thanks for your concern and everything, and thanks for being a friend. It's just aggravating the way people are treating me, but I can't say I didn't bring it upon myself. Part of it was talking shit about Linda which I totally regret. The rest is people's fear I'm a serial killer or something. Anyway, I still want to hang out with you and be your friend. But I won't be calling you unless you call me. I don't want to make you feel obligated for anything, and I don't want to entangle you between me and Linda knowing that now I've finally acheived Linda's hatred for me.

Dood!!

[cheyennedawn]

I so feel your fucking pain. Been there done that on a daily basis. I understand. To bad you didn't know me because I would have for sure gave ya my shoulder and some compassion!

Re: Dood!!

[cocorico]

Thanks for showing you care, because few other people I called my friends do.

[bluenautilus]

It's weird that for most of last year ago you were like "Cepheid sucks, all the people in it suck, I don't want to be a part of it" and I kept trying to convince you that you should hang out more. And I remember it being really frustrating because you kept talking about how you have no friends, but you wouldn't go to cepheid meetings or get-togethers.

[cocorico]

I wanted to work AggieCon, and seeing that Cepheid was the only club I remotely even clicked with I wanted it to occupy me to get over everything whenever that other person wasn't there doing the same. But thanks for the criticism, feel free anytime.