i was hoping to hang with dani and kat and marty...havent seen him in a couple days..It sucks i wasnt there for my best friends birthday but i work so much its becoming about 50 hours a week...fun huh..well i have to because i have to have money to pay everything i owe..which is alot but hey its ok one day week off isnt bad...but yes i ended up ( Read more... )

so yesterday sucked but thats ok....today was better because now my car is broke again..but at least im off tomorrow and i got to hang out with some friends...i love dani and kat and i like nick heh...and did i say yesterday i meant today ...im off saturday i hope to do something but i have no money at all...none...and i have not a lot of time to ( Read more... )

so last night was the epitaph tour...fun right?well on the way there we get a flat and get towed where we have to change the tire on martys car and yes so we get there.... the bands were great and everything.I didnt know the matches were so damn good live and first to last was awesome. The last two bands were great too i just had my mind in other ( Read more... )

There are only a few people who make a significant difference in ones life. Well in my opinion I see it as this. My friends are the obvious ones to me but then i think of how things have went for me throughout the years. How lifes twist and turns brought me here to where i am. I wonder how much i truely have messed up this life of mine. I wish i ( Read more... )

last night was boring i did nothing except for work and thinking about someone....i hear she had fun so thats great i think she needs it...maybe i can see steph today i miss her besides other things....its early in the morning and i cant sleep...ive been up so long since like 7 or some odd hour like that...way too early for a day off but i do have ( Read more... )

we will see what tonight will bring...i plan to go to dennys to see steph and marty and such...today at work was ok..money is good i work thursday and im off friday and saturday yay! i need a day off....i like the job but it gets boring a lot yes way too much to think about when im there...i saw steph today before work..i wish it could have been ( Read more... )

something unexpected just happened....maybe love is as powerful as i once thought...maybe im wrong...

love
derrick

I want to tell you about my day but i cant stop these tears long enough to type it all out....all i have to say is tonight is one of the saddest times Ive ever had....life has taught me two things by this...one optimism is for the weak minded...and finally love will not fix everything as bad as i hope it does..it doesnt...but love lost is better ( Read more... )

so today or shall i say yesterday was valentines. I started my new job put 8 1/2 hours in and it was easy. Itll be nice not many responsibilities and for $8 not bad eh?....one problem all i can think about is steph...all day today and i just cant get the girl off of my mind. I wished all day she would call me but i wasnt home most of the day so i ( Read more... )

hello all that love me or hate me, right now i dont seem to care. But those that do take the time to read i appreciate it. I dont seem to have many real friends anymore. The last month or so has been a few things. It was great to finally meet someone that makes my life worth while. Stephanie and to those to know me im sure you've heard the name ( Read more... )